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I though that I will be having my favorite food for lunch but our neighbor who sells house to house using her bicycle with a sidecar but she actually saw some but upon inspecting them they were not fat, just good for flavoring soups and stews or vegetables but not good to eat to be paired with rice.
But my order now is hanging like a buy order on the exchanges. So I will just have to wait until she sees some good batch or perhaps some that is currently molting because they are soft-shelled and you can eat all of them including the shells and the feet.
Now my mother told me that she will just fry some chicken instead and that I will be having. I even prepared for my supposedly pleasant meal of blue crabs by taking my appetite enhancer despite it is seemingly not working but just making me drowsy and I may have to discontinue taking it because of its expensive price, very heavy on the pocket. I might as well buy with the budget for that with my phosphate binder which can help me with my bone issue.
Well it is such a disappointment but there is another tomorrow God-willing so I just have to wait again if those legendary tasty blue crabs would turn up again. Sometimes I crave a particular food like fermented food stuffs because I am longing for a much stronger tasting foods as my taste buds are now desensitized in enjoying food for so long a time now.