Last night I decided to sleep off and maybe forget what I have discovered on what my father did to my stove because my anger is lingering still until now. I went on to put some music playing on my laptop and tried to relive my broken heart.
I do not really know if I got any sleep at all because all I know is that I kept on getting these stressful dreams while I am half awake then I would wake up and having my heart pumping hard and my breathing so deep that it felt like I had done a strenuous activity.
That happened multiple times during the course of my supposed sleep. Well if I feel sleepy this morning it means that I haven't gotten any restful sleep for that matter.
So it really isn't good at all if we are angry but you cannot blame me because of what I have witnessed yesterday, it just makes me furious and destroyed some of my plans for fixing this house because I just see my father as a threat in destroying it.